Sunday, June 15, 2003
Tuesday, June 10, 2003
Thursday, June 05, 2003
TIME: 0900 HOURS
so i'm laying there sleeping and not really dreaming but i'm aware that i'm sleeping and i'm thinking to myself sleeping is good, sleeping is fun when i start to hear a strange noise. it's this rhythmic thrum. it's definitely got a beat. i can just barely hear it. it's getting a little louder and i'm straining to make out exactly what it is. yeah it's definitely louder now. i can almost make it out. it's two different tones...it's wait....it's sounds like somebody snoring. it is somebody snoring.
my eyes pop open and i hear myself complete a half snore before i fully wake up. it was me snoring. i think to myself that i'll never tell anyone that i woke myself up with my own snoring and fall back asleep.
so i'm laying there sleeping and not really dreaming but i'm aware that i'm sleeping and i'm thinking to myself sleeping is good, sleeping is fun when i start to hear a strange noise. it's this rhythmic thrum. it's definitely got a beat. i can just barely hear it. it's getting a little louder and i'm straining to make out exactly what it is. yeah it's definitely louder now. i can almost make it out. it's two different tones...it's wait....it's sounds like somebody snoring. it is somebody snoring.
my eyes pop open and i hear myself complete a half snore before i fully wake up. it was me snoring. i think to myself that i'll never tell anyone that i woke myself up with my own snoring and fall back asleep.
Monday, June 02, 2003
the view of the planet earth and jupiter from mars on 5.22.03.
http://www.msss.com/mars_images/moc/2003/05/22/index.html
i live on the blue dot with 8 billion other people who think they matter.
http://www.msss.com/mars_images/moc/2003/05/22/index.html
i live on the blue dot with 8 billion other people who think they matter.
Sunday, June 01, 2003
i was coming home from the store today (where i purchased some plush towels) when i saw a mexican family rooting through the dumpster. it was a man, a woman, both mid-30's and their child who appeared to be about six or seven.
without getting into a long winded social essay about mexican immigration, socio-economic trends, or the welfare state......this poor fucking kid is going to have a memory when he is a 40 year old man of his mom and pop taking him to dig through dumpsters in the hopes of finding some items of value.
maybe i'm wrong. maybe they live next door and they throw their garbage in the nearest dumpster so they don't have to pay for trash removal. maybe they accidental threw away her wedding ring, maybe they weren't really dumpster diving. maybe the kid wasn't really sitting in the dumpster in a child's version of a wife beater. maybe they aren't even mexican. maybe the mere thought that they were dumpster diving is racially motivated and patronizing.
maybe.
without getting into a long winded social essay about mexican immigration, socio-economic trends, or the welfare state......this poor fucking kid is going to have a memory when he is a 40 year old man of his mom and pop taking him to dig through dumpsters in the hopes of finding some items of value.
maybe i'm wrong. maybe they live next door and they throw their garbage in the nearest dumpster so they don't have to pay for trash removal. maybe they accidental threw away her wedding ring, maybe they weren't really dumpster diving. maybe the kid wasn't really sitting in the dumpster in a child's version of a wife beater. maybe they aren't even mexican. maybe the mere thought that they were dumpster diving is racially motivated and patronizing.
maybe.
